I'm getting old

I have officially been alive for two decades for the last 25 min. ...... I hate that as you get older birthdays get so low key.  I remember counting down the days when I was little, and the big production with the birthday party and the presents and all that stuff.  Today my schedule is chalk full of unavoidable school stuff..... no parties, no cake just the passing of time. I don't mind at all-I know that all that stuff doesn't matter in the end but I have a small tinsey tiny feeling of loss.  How weird to think that I'm 20.  I can still remember when I couldn't wait to turn 12!!! my how time flies! I must be getting old =) Well I've got some big stuff planned in my 20th year- hopefully it will be a good one!